I’m scared to start writing in English.
It’s not that I’m bad at English, I’d say that I have a decent knowledge of it, but it’s just that I consider myself to be relatively good at writing in Arabic and therefore, writing in another language always feels like a big compromise. And since writing is one of few things that I genuinely enjoy, it’s even more hard for me to compromise; to compensate flying with walking, singing with talking, Arabic with English.
Of course, I can strategically work on solving the issue by improving my English, which is something I’m tirelessly working on. However, for the meantime, I’m stuck with this ceaseless fear, and it’s not nice, it’s not nice at all."